The Inauthentic Issue

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Is inauthenticity authenticity in disguise? Is inauthenticity a wish to forget oneself? When time becomes inauthentic?

Let me be a little more inauthentic. Is inauthenticity a teaser? Does inauthenticity never ask for permission? Inauthenticity is also a fan’s affair.

How many facets does the inauthentic have? Is there a dark inauthenticity? Is there an inauthentic darkness?

Is the inauthentic a surface or a deep structure? Why inauthenticity matters?

Are we inauthentic for each other? What happens when one’s mind drifts from the authentic to the inauthentic? Is there beauty in it?

Is inauthenticity the fabulous result of techniques? Is inauthentic another word for puzzle, translation, intent, alteration, modification, or memoir?

Now is the time to try something inauthentic, to pretend to be inauthentic, to understand the inauthentic and even play with it.

The theme of Sofía Bertomeu Hojberg’s sound art piece is illustrated in Heidegger’s “Being and Time”, a treatment of “authenticity ” (1927). “Heidegger’s view seemed to be that the majority of human beings lead an existence that is inauthentic. Rather than facing up to their own finitude—represented above all by the inevitability of death —they seek distraction and escape in inauthentic modalities such as curiosity, ambiguity and idle talk.”

“Instead of using a time lapse technique to show a sped up but naturalistic progression of day turning into night,” Jack Williams uses in his video of Tokyo’s skyline, “the sound of a light switch for each cut between day and night to highlight the mechanical and inauthentic process of video editing.”

Tomo Stanič says about his photo-collage: “The culture of images has overflown not only the market and the advertising industry, but also often represents a quicker and more flexible way of providing information and means of communication, (compared to the written word). Contemporary images are, in fact, visual insignificances, simulacra (J. Baudrillard), assemblages, poor images (H. Steyerl), they may even be undefined and unrecognizable; in the last instance, it is not so important what they are – false or true, public or intimate, professional or lay, composite (assembled) or simple – as where and in what way they appear.”

Many thanks to Zoe Anastassiou & Mark Blickley, Tessa Berring & Kathrine Sowerby, Sofía Bertomeu Hojberg, Chris Caines, Sean Cearley, Dimitris Foutris, Antonis Katsouris, Evangelos Kyriakos, Tiana Lavrova, John Morgan, Iordanis Papadopoulos, Tomo Stanič, Harun Tole, Chen Wang, and Jack Williams for their brilliant sound, concrete, video, visual and poetic works.

Dimitra Ioannou

Zoe Anastassiou, Mark Blickley

Real Realism: An Art manifesto for the Disenchanted

 




Zoe Anastassiou is an actress, writer and Associate Artistic Director of Helluva Theatre Company. She has performed onstage in England at Shakespeare’s Globe and the Old Vic Theater.

Mark Blickley is a widely published and produced writer and proud member of PEN American Center and the Dramatists Guild. I am currently writing a one-woman show for Zoe about the life of Baroness Elsa von Freytag-Loringhoven titled Mama Dada.

 

Tessa Berring & Kathrine Sowerby

MOUNTAIN RANGE

Lying down, she looks like a mountain range. Someone told her that once and she likes the sound of it. Says it over and over. Imagines bees and wasps fighting over the wild flowers that grow on her slopes. But there are dishes to do. And questions to answer – how do you make the bubbles so small? That has nothing to do with her but an answer has to be found all the same. She stares into the sink and wants to take her clothes off and start shivering. To shiver is to survive. To shiver is to be muscular. Like the shirt ripped at the sleeves that she will never throw away. ‘Come here’, says Someone else. Look at the bees! Look at the way sunlight hides! But she is lying down again and listening to the ticking of the metronome that makes silence go faster. That catches up with the drip. Make me a cup of tea, she thinks, but never asks. Her name is Maxime. She likes marzipan and brown bread. She never wears stockings, open-toed shoes or anything yellow. Her life is not hard – the kitchen floor is hard and Someone else can be hard to understand. But no one is hurt, not yet, and no one has come to the door for a long time. Or is her name Clara, as in Clara with the pale blue carpets? The thing about skin is that it is alive. She is Maxime on odd days and Clara on even. If only she could find the rubber bands to remind her what day it is, what name, and when to roll out the carpet that matches the parakeet’s wings.

Outside is a scarecrow wearing gloves and a polka dot blouse. It has no face as far as anyone can see because it was drawn so faintly. Clara will go over it. Over and over until the face is ruined and apologetic. It is raining and the yew is as poisonous as ever but at least in the bath she can make waterfalls, pools, rivulets, feel the slip of fish, watch them blow bubbles with their little ‘oh’ shaped mouths. But she can’t stay in too long, not Maxime. She gets cold so quickly. Clara is chewing celery and thinking about the man with teeth stitched on his lapels – son of a dentist and a bit too shamanic. She couldn’t stay long, there was nothing to say and the kitchen was so sticky. Maxime! Are you awake? Of course she is, damn cat scratching at the door. But she leans her elbows on the table while she drinks tea and whispers in her ear, ‘Stop waking me, you baby’. Clara never feeds the cat. She opens the door and doesn’t think for a second when the cat might return. But Maxime can whistle, she’s won prizes but keeps that a secret, and the cat comes running. Then it sits and licks for hours. Maxime watches until she is bored, then goes and looks for spoons and disinfectant. Clara is still chewing celery. It reminds her of the river. It was blue on one side, brown on the other and belonged to no one, especially not the fools that paddle down it. Tip the boat, says Maxime. But it’s an even day so nobody hears her.

Someone else is swinging on the washing line. He looks lonely like that, dangling above the ground. They should take a picnic to the river, swap names, find a new person – or a dog. Some dogs believe they are children and are always hungry, eat whole loaves and bones buried by foxes behind the gladioli. Others know there is nothing better than sticks and chasing. They are the boring ones. Clara likes to think that but envies the concentration in their eyes. And the yellow sandals. Can they be hers? They seem to fit so she must have been wrong about who is who. Again! Down to the river. The most feared things can become the most favoured and all she wants to wear is yellow. But the dress looks ugly. What was she thinking? And only yesterday she bought a lion with plastic whiskers and a rabbit fur mane. The river is deep. She wades into the blue side, feels the water round her knees, her thighs. The stones are smooth beneath her feet and when she moves they move. Someone else is already swimming. A dog is barking. Or was that the day before? She thought the scarecrow might keep visitors away but they insisted. There’s always the back door, she thought. The current is pleasing like the pull of bathwater.

Lying down, she looks like a mountain range after heavy rains and pink morning sun. Drips trip over goose bumps on her stomach and thighs. Standing up she looks like… not the scarecrow at least. But back to the river, there are fish nibbling her heels and Someone else is splashing and moving. That’s swimming, she thinks, or as close as it needs to be. She wants to turn away, take off her clothes and swim underwater. See where she surfaces. When did it all become so polite? So divided? Clara dreams about salt cellars. Salt cellars that look like corn on the cob, glazed and shiny on the windowsill. They are empty. She goes looking for more salt but only finds boxes and boxes of paper plates and sunglasses. The sunglasses are thick and brown. More like goggles. She dives into the river and forgets to breathe. Maxime is already at the waterfall. Her sunglasses are pink, rose tinted. She has always been polite, she thinks, then says, then shouts ‘I have always been so polite!’ She wants to learn to spit. She wants to resurface where the water is dark brown like furniture polish. And ticklish like the dangling roots of all those little trees. If she pulls on them, will it all fall apart? Is that what she wants? Mud. That’s what she wants. The weight of it, the feel of it drying, caking on her skin. Lying down she looks like a mountain range. But it has been a long day and tomorrow will be different.

Tomorrow is just more of today, thinks Clara. More of today, she tells the postman. I should be walking, she says to the rose bush, as she waves him away. Come back. Why come and then go? She knows the salt cellars were only a dream. Only a dream, says Maxime. But she can feel the indents in the palm of her hand where she held them. Salt is on the shopping list. It brings out the flavour. Someone else said that, because they read it so it must be true. Like mud. Oh cheer up, says Maxime. But Clara wants to sleep for a while longer. Clara wants to go to back to bed, even though it’s almost today, and pretend it isn’t. Pretend it is yesterday. Pretend that the dream hasn’t started yet. Get ready, salt cellars, you’re up next! Where is the remote control? Maxime pulls at Clara’s feet. They are narrower and longer than hers. Wake up and take your turn, she says. Clara doesn’t move. Footsteps shake the house. Someone else? Someone else, she shouts. Is that you or the cat coughing? And everyone is up because that’s what happens in a house. Even the scarecrow. Running to see where the noise is coming from. Bubbles are fast too but quieter than expected. And the day starts with a cardigan. The name of the dog by the river. Here, Cardigan! Here’s a stick and a bowl of rice with an egg cracked over it. How easy a dog is, thinks Maxime, who has not gone to sleep yet. ‘How easy a dog is!’, she shouts at Clara who is still asleep and dreaming of a dog who is scared of light and reflections, who runs away and bites through things.

Someone else is covered in mud. Maxime squeezes the bottle underwater and tries not to listen to the metronome. Time is running out! And she is not used to the noises of this day. What if the postman comes? Which cupboard does the salt live in? Someone is here, and not just Someone else. She can sense it. ‘Clara! Cardigan needs a walk and I can’t find my sandals’. Clara screams then comes downstairs. ‘Come on then Cardigan. Lets go to the river, the blue side’. Lets throw stones, hold onto our hats, things like that. Have you got a hat, Cardigan? Clara likes to ask questions to the dog, who can never answer back. Come on! Fetch your stick! But Cardigan stands in the doorway, looking out and refusing to move. Not so easy now, Maxime! Clara pulls on Cardigan’s lead and tries to look like someone who finds all this easy. And can she hear footsteps behind her. Maxime? No it can’t be Maxime. The dog is way ahead, concentrating hard. Clara walks faster, faster. The river is loud. Have the footsteps gone? Is this still the dream? She asks herself, No, of course not, she replies, and why ask that when you know you are out of breath from running? Bird rhymes so perfectly with bird, and the wind sounds like the wind. But what becomes of air when it is trapped inside old tree trunks? Lean over, press your face against the bark. Let’s stay here a while, shall we? Cardigan is panting and lies down at Clara’s feet. Maybe it is easy after all.

Clara thinks of a kiss that might have happened near here, of moving her hand the way another hand moved. Like a mirror. That was long ago. Root rhymes with root but when you say it too often it twists into something unplanned and tomorrow. And the river is loud again. Come on, Cardigan. They stand up together and the water is brown and breathless. Is that Maxime on the other side? It can’t be but she waves all the same. Manners are important, the way paths are important. And pillars? Cardigan looks at her as if she knows. The way Someone else looks at her as if she knows. (so many knowing looks – what happened to the secrets? Where did she put them?) But she does know a bridge. It’s that way. Or the other way. ‘Is there someone I can phone’, she says. The river is loud and her voice is lost. Look at all the fish leaping! There was a time when Clara only knew about concrete, and Maxime only knew about grey. There were no fish, no dogs called Cardigan, only thick smoke and things that were always falling down. And while that was sad, the memory is pink and full of the tiniest bubbles ever measured. The kind that fizz on your tongue. They wore bracelets there, and shoes with robust soles (you can’t go out without them so don’t even try). Someone else might have loved it – the signposts, the sharp bends, the washing that span round and round in huge machines. Fish are fools to leap so high, thinks Clara, watching their every splash. They should keep quiet, stay under, learn to love the dark and just lay eggs and oh.

Cardigan pulls Maxime across the bridge. Where did Clara go? Is this not more of today? The metronome plays tricks but is always right. ‘Don’t touch. Time is delicate – listen’. Then back across again the way they had come. ‘What’s the matter, Cardigan?’ Then she hears it – a telephone. Clara is asleep. She sleeps whenever she can these days. Lying down, she looks like a mountain range. She jumps when the telephone rings or the doorbell or when Cardigan whines and pulls the blanket from her legs. I just want to be left alone, she says, then why won’t anyone write to me. Maxime? Maxime is clinging to the broken bridge. She didn’t see the sudden wave because rivers don’t have waves. It was unexpected and swept the concrete supports downriver just like that. Cardigan jumped and made it. Run home, shouted Maxime. Bring help! Her toes are touching the water beneath her and she doesn’t know how long she can hold onto the wooden beam. It is slippery like disagreements. There have been too many of those lately. But now’s not the time… The telephone won’t stop ringing. Hello! Is someone there? Don’t be silly, she mutters, there’s no-one here for miles. Clara is never up at this time. Cardigan won’t have a clue. ‘He doesn’t have a clue, poor thing’, she used to tell Someone else. Oh Cardigan.

Maxime drops, and the sound she makes is utterly lost in the rush of the water, blue on one side, brown on the other. Clara wakes with a start. Where am I? What time is it? Someone else? She slides off the edge of the sofa and finds some shoes. Are these mine, she wonders. She asks the room, ‘Are these mine?’ Bird rhymes with bird and root rhymes with root, and the kitchen floor is caked in mud. Lying down.. But no one is lying down and the metronome has stopped. Maxime! Maxime! Clara goes to Maxime’s room. It has no furniture, just angles and a windowsill. There are postcards. Of fallen buildings, of mountains covered in wild flowers. Someone else comes in dripping wet and talking on a telephone. He says ‘Goldfish don’t need much, just a glass bowl’ then ‘Where is Cardigan?’ then ‘Pillar, Pillar, Pillar’ Maxime hits the pillar and wakes up. The bath is full and cold and her wrist hits the tiles. Hard. And who left the tap running. She turns it with her toe and sinks her head and shoulders under the water. Maybe it will be warm down there. Maybe there will be coral. Lying down she looks like a mountain range on a submerged planet. Far away. Like the bridge. She checks her hands for scratches. How long was she holding on for? She shakes her fingers and drips fly everywhere, though everywhere is too much. Cardigan?

The dog is quiet. It licks the air and finds the taste of metal. It winces as if remembering something. Something bad like helicopters circling. Cardigan doesn’t have a clue. He closes his eyes and the light fades. Cardigan! Wake up. But Cardigan doesn’t wake up, and the day begins with a sheet. Cardigan, his name embroidered at an angle in the corner. But first Maxime wants a towel, she wants to get dressed and go through all the documents. She wants to pick out all the words that rhyme and tie them in rubber bands. She wants to find the root for goodness sake! She looks behind the television but it’s all wires and she is dripping. Clara? She shouts. Someone else? But nobody answers and the clock says middle of the night but it is light and now is not the time for writing messages in swirly handwriting, what’s there to say anyway? You’d like the river, plenty of fish! Maxime’s teeth are chattering and the bruises on her knees are coming up patchwork. The gurgle of the plug. The musty towel and who left the window open again? And on the other side of the door, the cat scratching. Maxime kicks it. I wish you’d drowned, hisses the cat. So do I, thinks Maxime. Or says. It’s hard to know in an empty room full of angles. She lies on the floor making puddles at her foothills. Ear to the ground.

How easy a dog is, thinks Clara, and starts crying. The empty room is cold and grey. There are no pictures on the walls. Just nails and hooks all over the place. It is a whole new day and only Clara is left. Shall I put down traps she thinks? There is furniture to rearrange and cupboards to empty. The documents that Maxime tied so tightly. And too many chairs and the picture of wood nymphs that she promised to keep forever. Hard to tell who is who anymore – like rain. And the metronome has stopped ticking. Out of the window is the mountain range. Can I go there? Clara drags the suitcase from under the bed, tunes the radio, turns the volume up. She pulls underwear from the drawer and a sweater from the bottom of the basket. Sniffs it. Fine. But Cardigan, there in the corner. Can she leave him? Lying down, he looks like a mountain range covered in snow. Clara looks out of the window. How far the hills look. Tea first. She fills the kettle and watches the bubbles become louder. ‘Turn the radio down’, she shouts. Someone else? Someone else draws figures in the mud drying on the kitchen floor. She’d forgotten. Someone else. Lying down he looks…She lies down next to Someone else, but not too close, and draws a river split perfectly in two.

Tessa Berring and Kathrine Sowerby are artist/writers living in Edinburgh and Glasgow, Scotland. Their collaborative work has been published in DATABLEED, Zarf and forthcoming in 3:AM Magazine. They performed their poem in 4 acts, Tables & Other Animals, at the Hidden Door Festival in Edinburgh, 2016 and Cat, Dog, Rat was a performance/installation at Bone Digger: Golden Hour Presents at Summerhall, Edinburgh, 2016. Handmade publications include Tables & Other Animals and BAZOOKA.
More at https://tessaberring.tumblr.com/ , https://kathrinesowerby.com/

Sofía Bertomeu Hojberg

Jame’s Secret

From the Intimate(scapes) project





Sofía Bertomeu Hojberg (Spain, 1991) : My projects concern issues such as “dissolved identities”, “dissolved spaces”, deep and hidden emotions, abstract landscapes within wider areas (museums, bodies…), conceptual and thematic Soundscapes and Portraits. The usage of the term “Scape” as a double-way meaning; As a landscape shortening and as an actual escape from our own’s reality.
I use Photography, Painting, Sound Art, Experimental Music and Drawing in order to approach these concepts and materialize them through a tangible matter.
I usually mix those media for certain projects.

Chris Caines

The Dominant Narrative






Chris Caines is an interdisciplinary artist who has been working internationally in a variety of digital and electronic media for over twenty years and his work has been collected by and seen at many festivals and Museums including ACMI, The Queensland Art Gallery, Museum of Modern Art, New York, Tate UK, the Art Gallery of NSW and the Berlin, Venice and Cannes festivals. This work has been supported by numerous arts grants, commissions and international residencies.

Sean Cearley

that last quote blazing in the customers



Inauthentic | S Cearley | that last quote blazing in the customers

transgress this resolve

S Cearley transgress this resolve



Sean Cearley is a former professor of philosophy and AI researcher in computer-derived writing. He currently lives eight inches above a river watching ducks, otters and herons. Find @scearley on twitter and mastodon, or visit futureanachronism.com.

Dimitris Foutris

Political Hawkgirl, October 15th


As soon as you offer your PC
offer your badge before demanding.
No remorse with development services.
And not clear.
Didn’t elaborate jealous causes on December 2nd of ’51.

If there is no discipline on his neck… One of yours is going down to number 1.
Bones bones bones, economical stomach, getting the most of it is another story.

We don’t do cash my brother. It is a nasty little thing delivered right here in the bombing of my life, in the midst of the season that’ll be good only at the last minute…

(Slippery problem with logistical boundaries)

it would be awesome in bed universities
when she followed a couple of other fields. they are a whole mess.
I travel and will probably meet little meadows
in my dreams.

Thank you for your understanding of subversive kindle.

Ondo releases men to come to Superwoman Nafsika that are really tainted horizontals
that call the name of Hewson, in particular (this is tremendously helpful in: no machine called Rosie Olsen).

If the baby is due to the baby, it is important that Pekingese existing universally and are available for disassembling mesothelioma intricacy ideas, into government ideas as you have oblivious (become absorbed) of the political Hawkgirl.

A couple of the military division, decided that the men should be significantly out of that phase.
In this humongous exodus of that situation.
He is about to tell you what everyone is… If the employees revealed it while I was there,
then anybody hopes that all the members are misleading you.
00 videos of her mother presents a similar way.

They have travelled here in the sum of the traffic and it’s madness.

He saw the accident of my phone raising up an issue based on your idea.
If they didn’t, that would be a subliminal stimuli that must develop in sufficient ways.

The medicine of her mother is a matter that you got me up that night.
At the same time only having them around was just the beginning to know
that there was a cup at the Estima engineers that the developers can download it
and say anything to anybody of those enemies of mine and get rid of my camera.

(We Must…)

If they did send you another mock up of an animal from the Political Guns Network
then she wanted to send another e-mail to the couple to tell them not to look
towards the end if they do not want to be productive.



Dimitris Foutris is a visual artist working with various media ranging from Installations, Painting, Drawing, Sculpture, Video, Poetry and Sound works.
Born in Athens 1972. He studied Fine Arts at the Aristotelean University Of Thessaloniki. He studied Painting in Postgraduate level (Master In Fine Arts) at The University Of East London (UEL) where he also obtained his Professional Doctorate in Fine Arts, entitled “Drawing and the Digital Era – Digital Drawing And The Physicality Of The Reproduction” in 2003, with the support of the State Scholarships Foundation (IKY).
He has presented 5 solo shows and has participated in more than 30 group exhibitions in Greece and abroad. He has received grants, awards and commissions in public and private spaces from Foundations and Institutions such as the Intercontinental Hotel and the Athens Biennale. He was nominated for the DESTE Prize in 2005. His works are part of private collections in Greece.
He is one of the founding members of the editotial team of the online art magazine http://www.artomma.net, an and one of the of the founding members and artistic directors of http://www.artwaveradio.net 1st Athens Biennial’s online art radio (a project realized with the support of the 1st Athens biennial). Since 2010 He is a member of the artist group Under Construction.
He lives and works in Athens, Greece. Since 2000 he is represented by Ileana Tounta Gallery.
http://www.dimitrisfoutris.info
http://www.underconstructiongroup.com
http://www.art-tounta.gr

Antonis Katsouris

If in-authenticity was a perfume

Antonis Katsouris is a writer based in Athens.

Evangelos Kyriakos


ÁèÞíá, 6/5/2011



Evangelos Kyriakos is a jewellery designer who has been experimenting with the image in a broader context. He considers that the creative procedure doesn’t apply to any predetermined rules & norms. One can always invent ways to give form to an idea. He has studied graphic design and jewellery design and making in Athens and pursued his studies in the jewellery design at the Istituto Lorenzo de Medici and Alchimia Contemporary school of Jewellery and Design in Florence. He has presented his jewels in exhibitions in Greece and abroad, which include NY, London and Vicenza. He lives and works in Athens. http://www.evangeloskyriakos.com

Tiana Lavrova

Abbotsford


Zanga quarkingly hemorrhagizes integral cosmology memonic octaviously
agentically disquieting lightning-riffic genealogists and their hot seashells
hungarcious xenomorphic intelligentsia where the geometric profiles of all intelligences Galenize ecocentrizing your pungentations tactically hallucinogeneizing imaginophobia where caviaric paint space-antelopes thoughtless unthinkable images Obituating skeletoned to Fraser highwaying Perfect evil Dimensionless protening Eternal Consciousness To hypno-neurones, Astra Athenia of griga, lumbrous self-preservation, spiritual biologists: each tooth is an acromantic heart somingly manateeing thru acramanta corn puffs Affrodils pasteurized scapes of platelets tall-grassed by Luxembourgian sea petals Zoltan hot springs matroyoshka Delphi’s of xhumatic belongingness! zamboni laciniated kittens amnesiate while country sides are plagiarizingly hair-brushed by the tepid sewage of endophilia! Psychocentric chlamydia salamander encumberable probo-possibly I pray fervently to hypochondriac economies before bed staring at the ceiling some hrs later, drenched in the fantasy-prone personality of a yearless girl bridesmaid, who kicks the Bride of Christ’s pew in front of her a domination iatrogenizing the ageing of beings did I mention? humorously humidifying the retrogradation of spirit spores! Sonically-hydrated cloud dunes tossed between the salad thighs of Monetian islets “my armpits breathe out sea foaming sea cedars — sympostically sea cucumbers Air droplets are ingested by every pediatric non-being!” Penniless moguls who wrote the screenwriting for an intellectually talented, underachieving ménage a trois based on real events shackle the hot tub growth in my medullum to thinly combed pond scalps The Hiawathan woman, robed in a sari bought from a hot dog stand, at the laborers union, petitioning public-property for the mass production of the non-existence of suffering a pair of lice for each pre-Socratic element retch sunglasses on the equatorial brain chemistry of fortepianos skeletoned out of decaying wildlife dead spirits Sea lions sangranated from seven-allergic sap morbidly humorize the multitudinous miled monolith laundry basket laying on its craterous side Horses microwaved on moonscapic ceiling fans scraping off petechiae and the mind’s digital bacteria meter is Latinistically delayed and the infinite beings of sexuality pantasize in volleyball courts over flooded with menarche fluid ear lobe tree houses fundicate scaly wrists Crackling the door knob atrophied with ostracized moose mucosae, drug withdrawing home décor universes Teddies bubblingly dished in nanometric plagenic hives lose all control of their bodily functions! free-falling off an emaciated canyon of labels: a natural body without an element shared with humanness, a natural body without being informatically contaminated by humanness Evil demon ravens gutturally howl carcai chemically intertangled on miscarried judgement less social prisms



Tiana Lavrova is an eighteen year old avant-garde writer based in BC, Canada, with upcoming chapbooks via with dancing girl press and Grey Borders books in 2018.

John Morgan




John Morgan Dagesh


John Morgan LettersFromPlaces


“Dagesh” is a very inauthentic view of living with Alzheimer’s, as it’s impossible to know how a person is experiencing memory, time and communication. The dagesh–the dot within the three sided Hebrew character (בּ)–as an unpronounceable symbol in its own right, is said to be an initial punctuation mark, rather than a final one (from Attention: A Short History by Joshua Cohen, Notting Hill Editions, 2013). Here, it is a mark given before the end that suddenly impacts the ability to communicate in a sequence the person has always been familiar with. The brackets being the erasure of identity of self and others that is so heartbreaking to see. The colours are all from flowers in the gardens where my Mum is living.

“Letters from places that forgot to exist” is inspired by an old stamp album found on a bookshelf where my Mum is. It listed Heligoland as a British territory, which I knew nothing about. It was ceded back to Germany in 1890. The interesting fact is that Werner Heisenberg formulated the uncertainty principle there, which states that the more precisely the position of a particle is known, the less precisely its momentum is known. Again this is a play on the movement of words between lines and parentheses, with the extracted words now bigger than the space they came from, pulling the eyes and attention in different directions, to be repeated at the bottom of the page in what seems like the “right” (distorted, wave-like) sequence, but is not. But who could say what the right sequence is? There is no temporal or linear sequence in the memories of an Alzheimer’s person*, as past and present collapse in on each other in a blending of real and imaginary. The faded colours are all from stamps and faded, yellowed pages in the album, with the pink and dark green being the colours of Heligoland.

* “Alzheimer’s person”: I learned that wording from the nursing faculty at a research hospital in Bangkok where I taught writing for nursing science research to their MSc students in 1998-1999. They used the word “person” very deliberately for people with AIDS, to avoid any sense of making them the victim, or to encourage families and society to not lay the blame on them for their condition. We live in an age where we pity people with such conditions, but some of the reveries that Alzheimer’s people have are really quite remarkable.



John Morganis a visual intermedial poet, who spends many hours walking in the mountains of Wales and other places, such as Laos, where “Each Field an Instant Haiku” is set. Each walk writes the landscape, histories, mythologies and people of these places, or perhaps each of these writes the walk. His poems appear in a number of editions of a) glimpse) of) and also in Corbel Stone’s Reliquiae journal and online digital supplement (Vol. 4) and in the Learned Pig’s “Wolf Crossing” editorial. The majority of his landscape-based works are available at his own website, Visual [writ]/read/[/ing/]: http://users.aber.ac.uk/jpm/visual/words.html

Iordanis Papadopoulos

TELL ME

Iordanis Papadopoulos was born in 1976 and he lives in Athens, Greece. “Bras de Fer” (Gutenberg ed., 2015) is his second book of poetry. His most recent poems can be read in the anthologies “Kleine Tiere zum Schlachten. Neue Gedichte aus Griechenland” (Parasiten Presse, DE, 2017), “Futures: Poetry of the Greek Crisis” (Penned in the Margins ed., UK, 2015) and on https://burninghousepress.com/?s=iordanis+papadopoulos and http://bahiabahia.de/agathangelidou-papadopoulos-kationi/. He is also a member of the live art group “KangarooCourt”.

Tomo Stanic

 Klasifikacija

“Classification” is a diary of images – everyday images are collected in a collage and juxtaposed with one creature-monster image from Aldrovandi’s book Monstrorum Historia (1642). The work deals with the emergence of automatism, repetitive design principles and sequences of images of different interests, and indirectly with the problem of structuring order and classification.

Tomo Stanič (1982) graduated in architecture from the Faculty of Architecture Ljubljana in 2010, completed the MA program of sculpture studies at the Academy of Fine Arts and Design in 2016 and completed the doctoral program on theoretical psychoanalysis at the Faculty of Arts under the mentorship of Professor Mladen Dolar in 2017. He has written The Architectural Spectator (Arhitekturni gledalec), published by Studia Humanitatis. He has been a member of the editorial board of the magazine and publishing house Praznine since 2010. His writings has been published by the Praznine, ŠUM and Problemi magazines. Recently, he has lectured on contemporary art at the Museum of Architecture and Design MAO, Museum of Modern Art and Museum of Contemporary Art Metelkova in Ljubljana. He has participated in solo and collective art exhibitions, both at home and abroad.

Harun Tole

Untitled



Harun Tole was born in Munich. In 2007 he started in Kocaeli University as academic teaching assistant. He is still living in Kocaeli and continues his art practice. In his work he is attempting to create layers of multiple meanings by combining the audience’s own experiences with the enrichment of formalistic experiments as well as minimalist use of videographic and photographic images. http://haruntole.blogspot.com.tr

Chen Wang

Utopia Process





Chen Wang (China,1991) is an artist who lives and works in Rochester, New York. She received her BFA in Painting + Printmaking in 2014 from Virginia Commonwealth University and her MFA in Imaging Arts from Rochester Institute of Technology in 2017. She works prominently in video, hand-made costume, drawings, animation, performance and sound.

Jack Williams

Light Switch






Jack Williams is a cross-disciplinary artist specialising in video art. His artistic and academic interests include: authenticity and audio-visual culture, urban screen culture and megacities. He graduated from Dartington College of Arts/ Falmouth University in 2012 with a First Class BA (Hons) in Writing. In 2014 he achieved an MA with Distinction in Film and Screen Studies from Goldsmiths, University of London. His work has been screened publicly at art events in the UK, France, Venezuela with further showings in Greece and Sweden later in 2018.

The Symptoms Issue | intro

Symptoms can be significant tools. My early symptoms were too antagonistic, my later symptoms were too structural, and my recent symptoms are too predictable so I feed them up everyday for they should finish their business and move forward, where neither I nor they will specify the work that needs to be done.

Τα συμπτώματα μπορεί να είναι σημαντικά εργαλεία. Τα πρώιμα συμπτώματά μου ήταν υπερβολικά ανταγωνιστικά, τα μεταγενέστερα συμπτώματά μου ήταν υπερβολικά διαρθρωτικά ενώ τα πρόσφατα συμπτώματά μου είναι υπερβολικά προβλέψιμα, οπότε τα τρέφω καθημερινά για να ολοκληρώσουν τη δουλειά τους και να προχωρήσουν, εκεί όπου ούτε εγώ ούτε εκείνα θα προσδιορίζουμε την εργασία που είναι να γίνει. THE SYMPTOMS ISSUE

Here, symptoms are part of a “long poetic sequence examining the historical and medical treatment of sick female bodies” (Dorothy Lehane). Moreover, poems express a “need for there to be rhythm in chaos while reflecting my understanding of that same chaos in the world” (Dan Leiser). Language itself becomes symptom; “voices stripped from their bodies” (Georges Mizithras), a “putrid discourse” (Iulia Militaru).

Εδώ τα συμπτώματα είναι μέρος μιας « ποιητικής ακολουθίας μεγάλης έκτασης που ερευνά την ιστορική και ιατρική θεραπευτική αγωγή των άρρωστων γυναικείων σωμάτων» (Dorothy Lehane). Κι ακόμα, τα ποιήματα εκφράζουν την «ανάγκη να υπάρχει ρυθμός στο χάος ενώ αντανακλούν τη δική μου κατανόηση αυτού του χάους του κόσμου» (Dan Leiser). Η ίδια η γλώσσα γίνεται σύμπτωμα· «φωνές απογυμνωμένες από το σώμα τους» (Γιώργος Μιζήθρας), ένας «σάπιος λόγος» (Iulia Militaru).

What symptoms are, and are not. What is the literary symptoms’ form? A list (Antonis Katsouris).
What symptoms are, and are not. What is the female character’s symptoms form? A fairy-tale (Daisy Lafarge).

Τι είναι τα συμπτώματα και τι δεν είναι. Ποιά είναι η φόρμα των λογοτεχνικών συμπτωμάτων; Μια λίστα (Αντώνης Κατσούρης).
Τι είναι τα συμπτώματα και τι δεν είναι. Ποιά είναι η φόρμα των συμπτωμάτων ενός θηλυκού χαρακτήρα; Το παραμύθι (Daisy Lafarge).

There are more symptoms here ‑ consuming & consumed. Many thanks to Maria Andreou, Ed Garland, Clive Gresswell, Antonis Katsouris, Daisy Lafarge, Pal LaFountain, Dorothy Lehane, Dan Leiser, Iulia Militaru, Georgios Mizithras, and Yannis Sarigiannidis for their intriguing symptomatic works.

Υπάρχουν περισσότερα συμπτώματα εδώ, που αναλώνουν και αναλώνονται. Ευχαριστώ πολύ τους Μαρία Ανδρέου, Ed Garland, Clive Gresswell, Αντώνη Κατσούρη, Daisy Lafarge, Pal LaFountain, Dorothy Lehane, Dan Leiser, Iulia Militaru, Γιώργο Μυζήθρα και Γιάννη Σαρηγιαννίδη για τα συναρπαστικά συμπτωματικά έργα τους.

D.I.

Maria Andreou

(a service)
Me the host

Sometimes I think there is someone living in my eye,
so they see what I see,

and I think for what they see.

That is the only near logical explanation I have
for a singular image split into
two realities.

That I host,
and you visit.



(a sound poem)
measure/pleasure

erasure for pleasure

pleasure in erasure

erasure in pleasure
pleasure for erasure
measure the erasure
erasure in measure

erasure for pleasure
pleasure in erasure
erasure in pleasure
pleasure for erasure
measure the erasure

erasure in measure



Maria Andreou is a visual artist whose primary medium is language. Her research and work centres around the idea of how the art object can become the ground where praxis and poiesis intersect. When language does not manifest physically she still writes. http://www.mariaandreou.com http://www.twitter.com/demenagerie

Ed Garland

POST EQUILIBRIUM GLISSANDO SHITSTORMS

a guaranteed presence, a flattened wave of gloss flowing always over not all of the interior – scupper the fat chance of detecting the nice to detect – provide a useful phenomenon to aid meditation but – input being no predictor of output – habits, tendencies – a large yes, a useful thud – not for hereby officially everyone – conjunction with tonal abrasion therapy – less than 50% cotton – planet are these people – a chorus rubbed into the gums or grey area classics under the tongue – Logos, Kaitlyn Aurelia Smith – yearns, craves, on a threshold below which it never – Bang & Olufsen impossibility – inheritance, theft, and accidental acquisition – a parked whine, a stuck sting – the curve and thrust of lips – likelihood of irregular gobbling – emitting bright wire from the ears – renovated in poor taste – considerably more irksome – mist being visible silence the last thing he insisted – looped snarls as declarations of agreement – conjunction with sine clusters, low frequency phase-bathing, ambient tendrils or sludge curtains – persisting through every interaction and lack of interaction – supervision of a proper chief – lucid, but lacking acoustic wealth – more than 100 days, consult Mumdance


Ed Garland’s writing has appeared in Antic, The Found Poetry Review, and A Glimpse Of. He lives in Wales, and is studying for an MA in Creative Writing at Aberystwyth University.

Clive Gresswell

Steve’s journey

at all this dysfunction — function
he trod (from) dislocation the strand
lolling on his tongue
a tantalizing
paragraph
(shorn)

he walked on
not (once) in harmony
projectiles on the periphery
a stolen moment
(from where the shards of grass)

moments melting in the weeds
(his eye glued to the door)
from where his footsteps came
his shadow (a patchwork)
caste into future domains

a spittle of language surrounded him
                                                 trapped him in the gauze
new housing developments splintered
into this vast & hostile swamp of nouns
the guard noticed in doggerel
the swift-release of adrenaline alsations
to silence seething pavements



Clive Gresswell is a 59-year-old London-based poet who comes out of the Writers Forum Workshop (New Series) based in Shoreditch and who did his innovative poetry MA at the University of Bedfordshire. He has been published in BlazeVOX, LondonGrip and Tears in The Fence and is due for publication on Dispatches and Adjacent Pineapple. Meanwhile he is trying to do more London readings and was recently a guest reader at the international Tears in The Fence Poetry Festival. His first collection, Jargon Busters, from which these poems come, was recently published by the innovative Knives, Forks and Spoons Press.

Antonis Katsouris

ALWAYS WELCOME*

– – there’s always some group-therapy for your literary symptom(s)

the aquarium of aphrodisiac aphorists
the minaret of manicured metaphorists
the nursery of nervous narrators
the parthenon of perfumed parodists
the clique of charismatic correspondents
the elysium of exhausted experimentalists
the arcadia of acrobatic acratics
the tea-party of timorous time wasters
the esplanade of eloquent essayists
the menagerie of myopic mythomaniacs
the brotherhood of barefoot bards
the pagoda of prosperous pessimists
the carousel of cacophonous critics
the hive of hilarious haiku-hackers
the maison of mesmerizing memoirists
the vacancy of vitriolic versifiers
the alcove of alienated appropriationists
the panorama of perilous poets
the exile of elusive elegists
the lifeguard of lilliputian laconics
the refuge of repressed realists
the quartet of quotable queers
the plaza of platonic plagiarists
the cabinet of colossal columnists
the glory-hole of gregarious ghost-writers
the circus of clandestine cynics
the unity of undefended utopianists
the eden of euphoric experts
the mass of miraculous mysticists
the diaspora of dilettantish diarists
the feather-bed of fairy-tale fetishists
the terminal of turbulent twitter-tricksters
the north of nocturnal nihilists
the labyrinth of laborious list-lovers


*after an idea of S.H. & D.L.



Antonis Katsouris is a parodist, and a list-lover. He lives in Athens.

Daisy Lafarge

Bedbug

One morning I woke up with bright pink bites. They stayed for what seemed like weeks without fading, in a blotchy archipelago from coccyx to hip bone. My lover took to counting them like a rosary, saying “bug, bug, bug, bug, bug”.

The bites appeared around the same time I met the pale girl.

The pale girl was also small, and I’d first found her tucked between the mattress and mattress slats of a giant bed. She had been decidedly put there, by the person whose bed it was, but neither of us knew when that had happened, or how long she’d been there. She wasn’t angry about it, and didn’t even seem to have noticed where she’d been. She spoke very quietly, like a door with a well-behaved hinge. Together we counted back to the last thing she remembered—feeding the cat two weeks ago. She’d been underneath the mattress for two whole weeks, but now seemed embarrassed to be out in the open air, taking up space. I quietly wondered how she’d managed inside: hadn’t she needed to piss? To shit, drink, eat? It seemed impolite to ask. It was as if her body had simply dropped out of itself, her functions suspended on pause.

By that point she was relieved, but a little on edge. The person whose bed it was was coming back soon. I didn’t know who they were exactly, but I knew the bed belonged to a tyrant.

If they came back and found us there, they’d put us both in the bed. Maybe for two weeks, maybe more.

I wasn’t so much scared of being put in the bed, as of becoming like Bug – taking it all so meekly.

Ah—didn’t I tell you her name? The pale girl’s name was Bug.


Speculative Nomenclature of the Female Subject

For some time, all the writing was false. Whenever I sat down to try, the syntax kinked stubbornly around the pronoun ‘she’ until the thing I was writing became a writing about her, whoever she was. A female subject.

They came in all manner of pomp and circumstance. Some injudicious divas, others gothic confidants or pseudo-Cistercian grandmothers. I never set out to write them, but they gaggled at the tip of the pen, and one of them would always manage to squeeze out. Before long, she’d have made the poem in her own likeness; we’d draft for six days, and on the seventh, publish.

I didn’t mind, really. It was kind of relieving to have the pressure taken off like that. And I liked the way they wrote poems for me—it did me a lot of favours, even though they were the ones with imagination, they liked to remind me. They had all the good ideas.

They did seem to want something from me, though. Their names got more and more presumptuous, and less and less like actual names. By the time I got to writing about the one called Silence, even I wasn’t fooled. What was the difference between Silence and silence, other than her tentative pronoun?

It was becoming risky. I didn’t know enough about speculative nomenclature to keep it up for long. For example, that morning I had written ‘despot’ instead of ‘depot’, and cracked a monstrosity into the quiet November morning.

I began to plot against Silence. The only thing I could think of was to replace her with an object, which I didn’t want to do. It’s like one of the subjects had told me: poems about objects are vulgar.

The solution came about by chance. A woman called Want had started to poke her way into my poem, and it would be hers in a matter of minutes if I didn’t do something quick. My sister was on the other side of the table, eating fun-sized marshmallows from the bag. I reached over and grabbed a pink one. Wrote W-A-N-T in spindly letters. It was difficult to do as the nib kept sinking in and snagging on the pink. Then I pulled it in two, and gave half to my sister. We gulped them down. She got W-A and I got N-T. It’s like the DNA bases, she said with her mouth full. A-T-C-G. Science taught us how to isolate.

And it did taste good, like Milk of Magnesia. We used to creep into the bathroom at night to steal sips from the bottle. And after: the soft metallic of our breath on the pillow.

My sister asked if the process was genomic. I noticed that at some point the poem had righted itself. There was a lamppost in it now, and some inclement weather. All seemed well. No, I replied. Not genomic, but psychodynamic. Ultimately, the subjects had been expressing a desire to attach or ‘dock’, and we (my sister and I) had helped them make a healthy transference to the gut, which was the nutritive seat of the soul.

She shrugged and reached for another marshmallow. It was marked—

S-I-S-T-E-R



Daisy Lafarge lives in Scotland. In 2017 she was awarded an Eric Gregory Award, and her first pamphlet ‘understudies for air’ was published by Sad Press.

Pal LaFountain

Shin Whistle




Pal LaFountain has recorded the sound of mice falling on his head in a hot tin shack. His cut of the cloud is callafountain.com.

Dorothy Lehane

Poems from Bettbehandlung [Bedrest]


when they talk of capacity what they are really discussing is how alive you are to the possibility of being dead | & not obsession | not being besieged by cyclical thoughts | make sure the audience beholds you | not your gown | reality is an alloy of perception & time hardening | what an annus mirabilis | to talk of capacity is to commit to obscurantism | such is la terroriste | one electrode is placed on each temple | or two electrodes on one temple | “capacity” as a unilateral or bilateral predicament | capacity as I’m in listening mode | capacity as in “nunhood” | capacity as imposter | very little haecciety | beware capacity | in all it’s troubled mythos


and so we live | and are always taking leave | always dilating | fivefold movements decomposing | overlook the manacles | pathological note-making | freedom versus coercion | we must apply a perturbing method | to break the spasm by means of the spasm | we must break their pride | be free of the doldrums | the doldrums lead to being chained | to a tree | or to marriage | that endocrine stressor | such difficulty with utterance | humours out of whack | only in certain lights is it bile related | in other lights there is the question of what to do with fantasies | & the bacterial stream | three humoral signs | see how they come | with insulin shock therapy | & with coma


since you are determined to make her a medicalised body | keep the limbic system in a state of shock | & though officially it does not seem to happen | it happens | very very body centred | I’m not fitting into the body war | teeth apart | we want our teeth gone | we want our beauty hectic | & who mourns those spaces | those sanctioned spaces | describe the people who created you | using two words | unemotional & blasé | my little sook-dancette | decumbiture | the glut force common in old old french | sunwise withershins so vulnerable like withershins | beware of the water | beware of other cities | horse-godmother help me | help with my hereness & nowness



Dorothy Lehane is the author of three poetry publications: Umwelt (Leafe Press, 2016), Ephemeris (Nine Arches Press, 2014) and Places of Articulation (dancing girl press, 2014). She teaches Creative Writing at the University of Kent.

Dan Leiser

A collective sort of one and another


Oh Brother

With a cane I have found myself able,
To give myself a home in the east.
However unwanted I was from both
My father and his.
It still hurts, the mark of a broken man apparent,
Confusing rocks and a salt of a certain kind.

Sliding slick on the road to
The bottoms of the hill
That feels something cold,
Frozen, even with
Tall trees,
Trees taller than I’ve ever seen

Scraping the sky in the forest.

When I walk by them I hear rumbling
Bats emerge in the daytime,

In the night time I fear leaving my
Small house I built upon a grave –
Thy own.

Now I lay me down to rest,
As the wicked find little time to do,
I feared once the grave I built will engulf me soon,
Now, I encourage it,
Maybe then the trees will become home.
Something I lost so long ago,

But hope falls on the wicked as night
Meets dusk
Meets dust.


Day and Night

()=Nothing or X*
() =\= x wen surrounded,adjacent,or next two symbols, punctuations Or (two) Spaces.*

Foor two under(night)stand,
nliten(,)& imbrace
theeh [Naight, don(‘) t] foerghet dhayh is(. ) but
1 ste(h)p
hear and/or
thair
D-hown ae
Whol.

Deitie of
Dhayh mhahe
Find – :me), hee, he; her oar

Butdress whe
Find!(you)!
On top,
Of him (me), he, hee oar (her )
Deitie o(a)f
Naight.

Oad(e) tew dhayh
Wile naight fites
Fewr such l’i’ttel
Chance o:a:f brehth
Shal w:ee:e cea
2ew theh rezureksian
O(a:f theh
?Son!

Hoo hat nought
Eggsist,
Wear4or
( without:
A fite
On top=of a whall
A deitie soh
Paishant sits.

Oade tewe thah
Faight.

Oh dhayh&naight.

*subject to change(sic):( ibid.)


Miss En Scene At 4124

The door is shut
The windows cracked sideways and
Horizontal.
The windows covered in half by yellow tinged (formerly)
White curtains,
The dog on his back on the floor on his mat
Pit bull,
Rottweiler next to him she grunts in the
Daylight sneaking in through the cracks and
Shimmers
On the glass on the table
Two dollar bills rolled up next to
Sugar(?)
Mommy can I have some sugar on my cereal?
Where’d you get cereal?
Next door.
Did you get milk?
The mother lays on her back,adjacent dog
Pitbull,
Noses in the sky
Legs open,
Get your kid outta here
Unph umph
Take some sugar and go next door
Thanks mommmmmmy
Umph umph
The tattoos crawling down his back,side merge with her body in brief intervals until
Umphhhh.
Where’s the bathroom in this place?
Leave the money on the table
Where’s the bathroom in this place?
Put the money down
The kid runs back in
I need more sugar
Where’s the bathroom damnit?
Put the money down
Mommmmy
Put the money down
Mom!!
Fuck it,
The kid falls down
The door screams open,
Fuck this.

The tattoo is covered by a black
Shirt
Badge and number,
Where’s my money!
Mom!

Radio crackled open,
We have a domestic disturbance
4124…
Cue: cut-
I’m on it.

Lets go,
Where?
Gotta take you in,
What?
No,

              Mom?

See The Horse Go

Is the necessity of living
Through the ah-abject-ah-abstract moments in
Our minds a picture in the fragmented thoughts(?).
That all encompasses
Through and through to the
Next day until next and last become intertwined
To the end of the Ohringinal picture show
– see!the Horse running –
Still frames in motion the
Twirling and running and running
And running through and through
Day to day
Andday
Untiluntil
We till the earth and troughs –
Become enclosures for it anddaythe
Fragmentedstills
Becomeone.

Show me the survivor ofbecomingone
Ill show you
Real life decided by deceived
Deceased parties of slumber
And familyfriends all gather today
For a lietobehold herewegoagain
Lift up your hearts and also your
Heads because there they go floating above
Fragmentedstill
Alive through the ethereal
Alive through the plague and karma and placated
Lives
Alive alive alive,
To be alive again.
Let us pray.


Witness A Break

If subconscious be you
Upon the words these here right
To rite to write what we have
In the whims of our words, thoughts
What world we live work lively love
In but
At what point do the words wash
Away
To the end of what we know and
At what
Point do we speak here,
Hear ere do ne’er well the
Words that mean nothing?
Biting the phrases we speak and now
Unto you I give
Nothing.
Thinkadilly upon a dais
lee to thwart the kingdom,
Four corners we sit
Upon the throne of
Of thinking of
Of the way in of
The way out of
Here.

”Tis nobler to run
Than stay and fight
If only you protect your
Back as
The foreign legions wont
To do.

Inconspicuously colloquially
We speak that…
Fuck it, we all need a
new start.

How far does one go
To find the depths of his soul?
The sing song rhythm that mesmerized
The mind,
Seems a touch too far
The end to slow
The life to long.

How far will you go to find the predispositions
Pre-post-supposing the
Dignity in it all?
When the depths only go as far as you learned
And yet so much further that you could have
reached if you
Tried one day
true.

So how far,
How far do we dig to find we
Lost what we never started
And when do we realize the end in all
All in all in fall in the lulls the troughs the
Valleys the end the love
The end the end all:
Be.



Dan Leiser is a poet and writer who is slowly amassing a back stock of poems and stories to sell to street vendors. He is currently working on a poetry series on life and a novel of death, disorder, and the circumstances of family. He recently published a Finnegans Wake inspired series of poetry in The Agenbite of Inwit. He lives in Pennsylvania.